It's 3.58am and I can't believe that I'm wide awake. I'm not sure what is causing my insomnia of late? So much seems to go buzzing around my head in the wee small hours and along with Steve's snoring, sleep is denied me and this is someone who can usually sleep big time. Perhaps I am a big kid getting excited about Christmas or actually getting excited about seeing first my son Ian and then a few days later my other son Matthew. Do these feelings of attachment ever leave a Mother?
Today will be my last day at work before my long awaited holiday, firstly a baby clinic and then our team's Christmas lunch at a Chinese restaurant in Stubbington. My secret Santa present is wrapped and ready to go.
I think It's time to try some Horlicks, hopefully it may live up to its claim and encourage me to have a few hours sleep. Goodnight.